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Sunny's Public Journal  Ugh! Hi all.... I said I'd try and keep up with this more, so here I am. The title of this journal is SAD, but it's not really because I'm sad. It's just SAD because of winter time. Stands for Seasonal Affectiveness Disorder... I had it last year, and I feel it this year, too. It's when you get this depressing feeling over the winter time, and it really sucks. I got home from school and was so tired, so I ran upstairs and laid down... but then just randomly I started crying!!! Lol... I don't have a clue why this happens, but I guess it's normal for teenagers during the winter months here in Idaho. No sun means tired and sadness. For the most part I'm pretty happy... a little stressed because of the upcoming finals, but I don't think I'm gonna do too bad. Not all that worried. I bought two birthday gifts a couple days ago... ha ha ha!!! That's right, RHEA!!! :P I love writing in this journal... or typing or whatever. Well, for now that's all I have to say... peace all! ~Love, Sunny PS Why can't my school get PIZZA POCKETS?!?!?! :P Current music: 'Bad Day'. Wow... it's been 19 weeks since I last updated. Jeeze... I really need to keep track with this. Well... I'm feeling much better. Not sad and depressed anymore, which is always a plus. School is goin' pretty good... the usual journalism drama, but eh, what are ya gonna do? Still trying to get Editor and Chief.... I think that'll always be my high school goal. Now I'm student teaching in the science department, and doing a pretty good job. I'm happy!!! I know what I'm getting my best friend for her birthday, and because she's gonna read this I'm not gonna say. All I'm gonna say is I'm getting it today when I go to walmart to shop for someone else's birthday. Hmmm... what else should I say? Oh! I'm taking french! It's my favorite A Day class, besides U.S. History! I've learned the alphabet in french, and I love saying it. Feel so smart! My favorite class of the year hasn't changed from last year. I love my T.A.ing/Student Teaching. I have yet to give a lesson, but that's coming next semester. FUN FUN FUN!!!! The only icky thing about this year is my mystery fiction class, where I have to read mysteries nonstop!!!! I swear, when this class is done, I'm reading 'The Truth About Forever' by Sarah Dessen for Rhea! I've been dying to read that... then I plan on reading 'The Dark Materials' for Kody. Then... well, then I have to read 'The Pact', which is the book Kody bought me for Christmas. Then I can read whatever I want (I think :P). Okay, I'm officially running out of things to talk about. Ummm... oh, Jeff Dunham is amazing! I love Peanut and Jose! W00T!!! Oh, and by the way... Rhea... if you read this... I got a score of over 7 trillion on that star game :P Beat that!!!! Lol, jk jk! Tis unbeatable!!! Okay, well... I'm done for now. I'll try and post more later, but I'm running out of things to say. Love ya'll! ~Sunny Current mood:  happy.Current music: 'Far Away' by Nickelback. Okie dokie, all! Silver Writings... a new website for aspiring authors! Come join! http://sunshine1313.proboards99.com/ind ~Sunny Somehow I know I will find a way To a brighter day in the sun Somewhere that I know he waits for me Someday soon he'll see I'm the one I won't give up on this feeling And nothing could keep me away CHORUS Cause I still believe in destiny That you and I were meant to be I still wish on the stars as they fall from above Cause I still believe, believe in love I know what's real can not be denied Although it may hide for a while With just one touch, love can calm your fears Turning all your tears into smiles It's such a wonderous feeling I know that my heart can't be wrong CHORUS Cause I still believe in destiny That you and I were meant to be I still wish on the stars as they fall from above Cause I still believe, believe in love Love can make miracles, change everything Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing Love is a river when you fall It's the greatest power of all CHORUS Oh, I still believe in destiny That you and I were meant to be I still wish on the stars as they fall from above Cause I still believe, believe in love ~Cinderella 3 Current mood: optimistic.Current music: I Still Believe. Hello, everyone. It's me, as usual, Sunny! I love writing in this journal. Somehow it gets my feelings out. Just can't explain it. Maybe because it's something I can write that I don't really have to think about. Who knows.... I'm feeling much better than I was the other day. I went down to the mall yesterday and got my hair colored. Now, finally, my hair is officially red. No more "Well in the sun, it's bright bright red." No more. My mommy bought me a brand new outfit yesterday, and it's really pretty. I love it! I'm much better. Still, though, the thought of that girl... ugh! But I've come to the realization that she's with the NEW David. I'm in love with the old David, the one who has been buried deep deep down. And maybe someday, he'll resurface, but until then I'm gonna live my life. I'm not gonna wait for him anymore. I waited three years, and now I'm just so done waiting. This year at school is gonna be different. I'm gonna actually go out with my friends, have some fun, and hopefully get some writing done (right now, that's hopeless). And I've gotta say this... because it is important. Thanks so much, Rhea! You helped cheer me up when I didn't think I could be cheered up. Rhea and my mommy... you both rock! And I know my mommy probably won't read this, but I don't care. She needs credit too! Lol! Okay, well... I really have nothing else to say. Oh yeah! I'm still having dreams, but they're good dreams. Dreams of old times... dreams where I wake up smiling. I'm happy! :D ~Love, Sunny Current mood: content.Current music: 'Unwritten' by Natasha Bedingfield. Hello again. Tis me, Sunny. I need to write in here, before I go nutso. And I'm gonna write in here things that I've only told my mommy. So here goes. I'm a total basket case. I can't pretend anymore. It's taking all of my strength to not cry every minute of the day, and whenever I'm alone... I'm feeling awful! I know David has been a jerk lately, but damnit, he wasn't always like that! It drives me nuts to think that that... girl... could be kissing him (blegh). I'm so mad at him... I'm infuriated with her... yet whenever I'm alone I find myself praying to God that he will come back. I don't think I've prayed this hard in a long time, and I know that, no matter how hard I pray, no matter what I do, he won't come back. *Sobs* The worst part is... not only is he in my thoughts during the day, he's in my thoughts at night too. My mind, when I sleep, keeps telling me that everything in my life is actually just some horrible nightmare. I wake up in my dreams, and David is there, and he smiles at me, and says he would never ever hurt me. Hannah is there, but she's not evil, she's sweet and my best friend. David will lift me up on his work counter, look me square in the eye, smile, and say, "Sweetie... it was just a bad dream, okay? Would I ever hurt you like that?" I'm soooo happy. Then... I wake up, and I'm back in this horrible hell hole! *Cries harder* I haven't felt this bad in years, and the only thing keeping me together right now is my mommy, my niece, my best friend (you know who you are), and EKTA. I'm more determined now than ever before to finish that story. But I just can't. I can't think of anything! Talk about writer's block! I can't even escape in my writings anymore! I feel like my mind is on pause. Everyone is telling me I'll find someone better, and I'm really hoping I find someone who will sweep me off my feet. But... I want him. I want that guy to be David. The old David, the David I knew and loved very much. The one I still love with all my heart! Life sucks right now, and I really hope it gets better soon! I've gotta get to bed, but I'll talk to you all later. ~Love, Sunny Current mood:  depressed.
Hello all! I'm sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I've been super busy, what with school and final studying and everything. But I have stuff to post about, so here goes! This has been a very weird week. I mean, I have three different tests to make up (not including my English-lit quizzes, where I have two to make up), a newspaper to try and get out, and people who don't wanna cooperate. Like, for instance, this kid Kody is the ads editor, and I keep telling him to do his page, and he's like all, "I don't feel like it today, I'll do it tomorrow." And he stays stuff like that everyday! It's like... come on! But there is some good news though. I will be sharing the editor and chief position with my friend Amanda. So excited. We're gonna hang out this summer and discuss what we're gonna do and all that! It'll be a blast! Now here's some more sucky stuff. No one seems to be happy for me. I mean, my mom does, but that's pretty much it. My dad was like all, "Good job," but that's it.... And it kind of sucks to work for something for 5 years for just a pat on the back, ya know? My boyfriend is having his own issues at the moment, and he doesn't really seem excited either. He's been in a bad mood lately. It really sucks, because sometimes... I don't know, he doesn't look at me like he used to. I used to get that look of nothing but love, and now he looks at me and it's empty... I wonder if he still loves me like he did a year ago. He says he does, and it wasn't until the other day that I believed him. He almost lost me the other day, because my mom almost got really really mad at him and almost said he couldn't see me anymore. The next time I saw him he was all happy to be with me again, and gave me that sweet look. It's like... man, what else could go wrong lately. My friend Katherine is sick, lol maybe that's what's next. But... oh and I finally discovered something about Mitchell that makes me understand why he is how he is. When he was in elementary school, he lost his brother. Which could explain a lot about him, because he can be annoying at times, but can be nice too. So... I dunno. But yeah, school's doing okay... I'm gonna work really hard this next week for good grades :) Well, I gotta get going. I'll talk to you later! Peace all! ~Sunny Current mood:  anxious.Current music: Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne. Hey all! What's going on? Things have been... hectic on my end. Yeah, this last week was finals week. I did really well, but no matter how prepared I am, I always freak out. My best class was my Computer Applications class, where I got a PERFECT SCORE :D So I did really well there. I actually got the highest score in all of her classes, which totally cheered me up. But... yeah, I hate finals week. Now I just have to worry about the next finals week. *Sigh* oh well... at least then I'll get my summer break right after. Phew, huh? I really don't know what to write in here right now.... Oh, just incase anyone was wondering, I'm working on EKTA and the Rulers of Unity a lot now, and also I'm thinking up a plot for the Emma and James prologue. Okay... well... that's all I can write about, because I can't think of anything else. Well, talk to you all later! Peace! ~Sunny PS Here's my song... it was done by Selena... her story is so sad, she was such an amazing singer. Here ya go: Dreaming of You Again, an amazing singer. By the way... the movie about her is so awesome! I highly suggest it. It's called... Selena. Lol! Talk to you later! Current mood: content.Current music: Dreaming of You. Hey all! Short entry today, sorry. Just to let you know, I've changed the title to the last one. It's now been changed from 'Two Guardians' to 'Guardians for Grace'. Tell me whatcha think? Talk to you later. Again, sorry about the shortness, but it's late, and I'm really tired. Bye bye! ~Sunny Hello everyone! I'm sorry it's been so long since I've updated, but my internet service has been messed up. How's life been for all of you all? Hope things have been going swell! I got a phone call from my brother the other day, and his commander fought for him and therefore he is no longer going to Afgahnistan! :D That was the best Christmas gift ever I think. Even though we found out about it a few days after Christmas... oh well :P Things have been going good with that one girl. She read my stories, 'Airplane Angel' and 'Protecting Faith'. By the way... there's going to be another one coming soon, for all of those that really like it (Rhea123 :P). It's going to be called 'Windblown Love'. Faith will be the star of this one, as will Emma, and of course their ghostly angel. Also... I have to say... James is not alive, and we won't be coming back to life. But we will be seeing him in every story I write. Here are the story titles in order: Airplane Angel Protecting Faith Windblown Love Closing the Bridge Two Guardian Angels (this one might change, just so you know.) They're all sort of planned out in my head, and I will be writing 'Windblown Love' shortly. Most likely tonight, actually. I know you'll most definitely enjoy it. 'Airplane Angel' takes place during Emma's time. She falls in love with a boy named James. But sadly, a few years after they meet, tragedy strikes and James dies in a plane crash. Years later, when Emma's sister May (or Mae, I don't remember lol) has a baby girl, Emma has to fly down to see her. What happens is most definitely a surprise. 'Protecting Faith' takes place during Emma's niece, Faith's, first year of school. Faith's parents died in a car crash when she was very young, so Emma ended up raising her. She's Emma's pride and joy pretty much. But when a man follows Faith home from school one day, with intentions to hurt her, how will the little girl escape? 'Windblown Love' takes place during Faith's 10th grade year. She's a very good student, and takes school really seriously. Her worst enemy in school is a boy named Jake Watson. She can hardly stand him, and he feels the same about her. But what happens when Faith's assignment gets taken away from her as she's walking home? 'Closing the Bridge' takes place right before Faith's wedding (how fast they grow up lol). She's shopping around for her wedding dress, when a man tells her that the bridge ahead of her is closed for the day due to some road construction. Later, when she's watching her local news, she sees something that seriously makes her wonder. 'Two Guardians' I'm not going to tell anyone about until it's finished. But I will give you this much: a lot of questions are answered for Faith. So there are the story summaries for you all. I hope you enjoy them, and I hope that I'll have 'Windblown Love' ready soon. But I think 'Two Guardians' is going to be the final one in the short series. Alright, now... for the Harry Potter Theory of the whatever lol: Come seek us where our voices sound, We cannot sing above the ground, And while you're searching ponder this, We've taken what you'll sorely miss. An hour long you'll have to look, And to recover what we took, But past an hour the prospects black, Too late, it's gone, it won't come back. Come seek us where our voices sound, (the Veil) We cannot sing above the ground, (the Veil in the Ministry of Magic, which is under ground) And while you're searching ponder this, (Searching for Sirius) We've taken what you'll sorely miss. (Sirius) An hour long you'll have to look, (They were only in the Department of Mysteries for about an hour) And to recover what we took, (Saving Sirius) But past an hour the prospects black, (notice the use of his last name) Too late, it's gone, it won't come back. (Sirius dies) Is it possible that the poem inside the egg in Harry's fourth that was a clue to the 2nd Task was also predicting the ending to the fifth novel? Just an idea. What do you think? Okay, well... I think that's it. I guess I'll talk to you all later! Peace! ~Sunny Current mood: cheerful.Current music: None. |
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